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Name: a to the j
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Beaumont


Interests: God. music. girls. disturbing the elderly. nerdy video games and your mother.
Expertise: MTV corrupts America's youth.
Let the world know you don't like MTV either.
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Industry: Art


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AIM: CrakkaPleez13


Member Since: 4/21/2005

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

Currently Listening
Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has a Bodycount
By From First to Last
The One Armed Boxer vs. the Flying Guillotine
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...Jesus, come to my rescue...

 

 

so. things arent all bad. nothing a little N.O.W. couldn't fix. i think im just to sensitive and envious of other people. yah, im always a little down it seems, but i know why, and it's no reason im telling on this stupid website. anyways, the new site is it the works. this name is really gay. gay beyond gay. gayer than Richard Simons waving a rainbow flag at a scissor sistors concert. so here goes the new one:

(www.xanga.com/papercut_homicide)

yah. those who dont  subscribe will be tracked down and destroyed. and before i go, i leave you all with a few parting words i think can fix anything for anyone. first, everything happens for a reason. remeber that as you fall into hard times. sure, it'll hurt for a while, but later, youll look back at it and say "wow.if that never had happened, i never would have done blah blah blah...and be who i am today." so yah. everything will come together for a greater good. i promise.

second, reputations mean nothing. don't fret over what people percieve you as. its what you know you are that really matters. plus, if you worry too much, you'll just end up being another face in the crowd. But, if you can just screw everybody elses' opinion and be the real you, life's so much easier. So be you. not what everyone says your suppose to be. and if people start callin you 'gay' or 'gothic' or 'weird' screw em. cuz in 3 years, theyll be nothing but a memory.

 

and finally, you dont have to do what everyone else is doing. just because mtv says this is cool, doesnt mean you have to give up all your character and morals to go do it. if it's IN to go and screw every girl you see, or go to spring break and get totally flat out wasted or to be skinny with an eating disorder, you have to go do all of them or else noone will like you right?

look, if you can just be someone different, someone who's not afraid to go be a leader and an individual, you can do amazing things. i've been down for a while and ive been in some pretty deep pits in the past, but when i threw everything else aside, and put what i wanted to do, and what God wanted to do first. everything fixed itself right up.

and remeber      ...       you never know who's looking up to you.

 

 

good bye,

                        halfofaheart13


Thursday, March 09, 2006

Currently Listening
As the Roots Undo
By Circle Takes the Square
crowquill
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people who will be shot:

 

 

-people who call me metrosexual or gay

-people who call me goth

-people who ask "how do you fit in those pants?"

-people who ask me "hey, who's your girlfriend?"

-people who confuse me with Jeff

-people who give "random props"

-parents who let their 7 year old child play Grand Theft Auto

-people who tell others about my nerdy internet game addiction

-people who want to discuss their addictive internet game delimas...in public 

-did i mention calling me goth?

-people who pull my walletchain, just cuz

-people who tell me my music is just abunch of inaudiable screaming

-parents who let their 7 year old child watch the Texas Chainsaw Masacre

-people who go to camp for a weekend and just blow off their current relationship

-random ladies who answer "what's a latte'" with a 10 minute lecture on the history of mocca

-neighbor's who give me the death stare cuz of the chalk incident

-people who slap the back of my head and go "Ooh, gotcha!"

-people who invite you somewhere and then just leave you

-people who tell me "how far they went" last weekend

-people who tell me about their bad drug addictions

-moms who take me WAAAAY too seriously

-moms who get mad when i correct their son for being an idiot

-people who tell me "dinosaurs were cool...when i was in 3rd grade"

-Taco Bell server ladies who call me "pumpkin" or "hunn" or "babe"

-people who dont comment (excluding random girls. all of you. go away.)

 

 

other than the above, life just about OwNs with a capitol 3! AND im thinkin about change my xanga name. and not cuz alot of other people are, but cuz this name suck. so, i think ill change it to an equally depressing name but without all the nasty cheese.

or i could get a myspace...wutever. that's it.


Friday, February 24, 2006

Currently Listening
...And Out Come The Wolves
By Rancid
Olympia, WA
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yeah. getting an actual functioning band of people who dont totally hate eachother and agree on one certain style of music as to avoid future confrontation and self afflicted humiliation-is gunna take a while. i think punk is a good idea though. not screamo, not german, not pointlessly funny music....yah. bring down the MAN! end corporate powuh`!!!!!

yaaaah, that and wheelies suck...thought id share that.

 

 

so yeah anyways...the band idea got pretty crazy. but it wasnt really about the music anyways. if you actually saw one of our "practices" you'd be like "wow. are these guys even trying??" but, i still wish i could be in some cool hXc band...yaaah, screaming and trashing and destroying stuff...that'd be pretty schweet. right now, im sure if our 'band' is even broken up or not...it's not like we actually practiced anything to brake up in the first place...i just say we all stop being so pissed off at eachother...

and even if i never do get a band goin with you guys, ive still got like, a bajillion years ahead of me to get one. so no big deal. plus, there's always worship band @ schooool...so to all you guys. my bad, i know im an egotystical jerk sometimes. but thats only cuz i have dreams. dreams which dont involve germanness or indusrtrial metal at all...so yeah. maybe this'll work out. and if not. then i still miss fourthcanada and gettin arested for chalk drawings...

peace.

 

ps. random girls who comment with "hey cutee, random props" will be hunted down and eaten alive.

pps. sorry im changing this post so much

ppps. rancid totally OWNS. i finally see wut all those weird mohawk havin studded jacket wearin punk peoples are obsessed with. if youve never heard them. then go chek em out. NOW! and if youve never heard of em....then go away...i dont want you on my site ANY LONGER!!!

pppps. FFTL +  NEW ALBUM =

HOLY CRAP!!!!!!

MARCH 21 CRAKKAZ!!!!!!!!!

 

~ajOUT


Saturday, February 04, 2006

Currently Listening
Rites of Spring - End on End
By Rites of Spring
For Want Of
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ok. So homecoming was awsome. the after party.....not quite so great. im like an emotional car wreck. a car wreck with flames and dead people all over the place. the nasty kind of car wreck.

but anyways, things are finally lookin better. Am i mis-prioritized??............ ......yup. but wutever. point is, things are lookin mighty good for the future.

Well, I missed the Last Starfighter / Sivan show last nite. Cuz my friends are gay and don't listen to the same stuff I do, nor would they ever mosh with me. And the ones who DO like the same crap i do, are chicks...and i can't mosh with a girl. that just doesnt work now does it? so, my conclusion:  you guys suck. I need some new crackas, but without leavin my old ones. Yeah. Dont expect me to show up at a freakin ministry concert. *sigh*

that's it. peace out.

And word to the wise : dont EVER play with sidewalk chalk. That's dangerous stuff there...


Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Currently Listening
All's Well That Ends Well
By Chiodos
one day all women will be turned into monsters
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Wow. Some days I'll wake up, think of awsome friends, family and love. Then, the next, i realize everything is just crap and I wish Id get hit by a car again.

Do I have a fully functional family? yeah. Do I have friends? I think so. but, there's always that one thing there to just screw everything up, to take all my fuzzie bunnies and fields of roses and sunshine AND JUST SEND IT ALL UP IN FLAMES. or at least in this little world i live in.

what words am i looking for? betrayed? lonely? desperate? mis-prioritized?

not sure.

I think Im just ready to be outta here, and for everything to be over with. the glass just always seems half empty, or like i have bad days, with a few good ones, instead of vice versa. is this normal?

who cares....

 

and, any random girls with all your "hey cutie, comment me back" STFU! your all starting to piss me off!!!!!

 

HELLO MY NAME IS DISTANCE, I REALLY DONT CARE IF I NEVER WAKE UP AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 



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